Tuesday, November 22, 2011

I don't feel like it.

I'm going through one of my spaced out times.  I do this every now and again.  I feel like I'm just going through the motions here in a daze.  I feel like I work all the time.  Yesterday I got up at 9:00 a.m. and immediately started working.  I had a doctor's appointment at 2:30 for which I had to leave at 1:50, so I did that and got home around 4:30.  I did a quick visit to my mom since I hadn't seen her on Sunday as I planned, then came back home and started work.  I worked until 8:00 p.m. last night.  I realize that there is a significant gap in there, but from 9:00 a.m. to 8:00 p.m. is the time that I had things to do that had to take precedence over everything else, the housework, meal prep, relaxing ... everything and therefore, it really felt that I worked for hours and hours and hours yesterday.  Today I hope to get done by 3:00.  My heart is really not in it though and this is not the kind of job where you can just kind of piddle around and wait for the hours to pass, you have to do the work and get the lines.  Period.  Sometimes I just don't feel like it.

In other news around here, craft fair prep is ongoing.  My daughter is making all kinds of things to sell at the homeschool kids craft fair.  I hope she does well this year.  This year I'm not really helping her at all.  Last year I gave suggestions and did some assembly of the simpler things for her, but this year, she's on her own.  She's making some really pretty scarves, hats and jewelry.

Thanksgiving is almost here.  It always comes before I am ready for it!

1 comment:

Freakmom said...

I completely get it. Some days (weeks) you just can't go any more. You go and go and go and go and then stop. I get like that too. I hope you can relax and re-energize over the holiday. And then I hope you can use your new energy for fun stuff - not work. :)


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