Monday, December 23, 2013
It's Christmas Eve, Eve.
This year's Christmas is a bittersweet because of my mom's condition. She is so anxious and worried and the doctor will not give her an anti-anxiety pill of any kind. Last night, I went and picked her up and my family met me at the church. Because of our conversations on the 20 minute ride to church, I sat there and cried through half the service, finally, got myself under control during the middle and then took mom home and cried all the way back. Then when I got home, I sat down with all 3 of my kids and watched Friends. That is not a Christmas tradition, but it is what came from Netflix on Saturday, so its what we watched. This disc had the hilarious song from Phoebe "I'm in the shower and I'm writing this song, stop me if you've heard it. My body is soapy and my hair is wet and Tegrin spelled backwards is Nirget ... lather, rinse, repeat and lather, rinse, repeat ... as needed". So we had some good laughs together.
I think this Christmas is going to be a roller coaster of emotions for me. I had better buckle up. :-(
Posted by Fatcat at 9:26 AM