I'm a little better today. The fear knot in my stomach has dissipated somewhat. I'm trying to deal with 1 day at a time. Today, grocery shopping, guitar lesson, work and getting the desserts baked for the party tomorrow. Tomorrow, making tortilla bowls, putting taco meat in the crock pots, cutting up veggies, decorating the room and having the party. Sunday, we will make the final plans for how we are going to get the boy to Mississippi, who is going, who is staying home, who is dog sitting, who is working, who is taking off, and then we'll start packing. This is all new to us and new stuff is always a little scary, but we'll get through it. One day at a time. One plan at a time. One trimester at a time. One year of college at a time.