I've been running around all week with that kind of a fear knot that I get sometimes in my stomach. My son got the scholarship and now we've got to try and get him 9 hours away to a college. I'm kind of a little bit terrified of the logistics, the costs, etc. Everything. I'm completely overwhelmed. That's where I am this week, struggling with all that and how to throw a party for him on Saturday, which I've already scheduled. I'm second guessing every single thing. It has not been a fun week.
I kind of drive myself crazy.