Today.

I have to resign my position. I'm not good with these kinds of business-y meeting things. I don't like any kind of confrontation or any situation where I have to break news that's going to make someone unhappy. I'm such a people pleaser, I'm afraid I'll agree to work every Saturday for no pay or something, just to make the meeting go smoothly and keep my boss from being unhappy. She's a very nice person and I'm afraid, with the budget cuts, that they won't be able to hire anyone else to replace me. I feel guilty about that, but in the interview process, you really can't know how it's going to work out ... or just exactly how much you are going to hate a particular job. I think I knew on the third day, the first day after orientation. I should have quit then, but that wouldn't be giving in a fair chance. Now I think I have.

Anyway, wish me luck/courage today. Lots of it.